Things to do, Things to CONSIDER
12:27 PM - Saturday, March 28, 2009
SO
many things to do, SO
little time..
This is like the perpetual state of my life... So I should be used to it right?
Nope, in fact, I find that due to this, I have had to choose certain things to do first or not do at all, and to be honest, I've regretted some of my choices.. But its OVER, so let's move on..
Things to do:
1) Study for Geog Test, GODS I better do well
2) PW PI
3) Econs test in week 3 on elasticity, I NEED to understand it... =/
4) ISAC CIP discussion with Rebaka
5) House CIP discussion with Stef
Things to consider:
1) Future Problem Solving
2) MY FUTURE
3) Direction of Li Wen's screwed up relationship
4) MY DIRECTION IN LIFE
5) Outings with Megan, Clara and Gaille
6) MY DREAMS
Once again, so little time and yet so many things to do.. There's still one thing I don't want to think about or face yet.. But I'm gonna have to do so soon... =/
Things are KINDOF looking up...
12:17 PM
Life's like THAT..
It really is made up of ups and downs... Well, the downs and ups seem to come all at the same time now.. =/ Which also means its quite a rocky ride, oh well, I'm an ex-sailor, I can handle the storms.. =))
Ups:
1) House CIP meeting next thursday
2) ISAC CIP on track (Thanks Mrs Koh)
3) ASEAN+ is quite lax for now =)
4) ISAC icebreakers were quite fun.. =D
5) I'm doing well in Maths!! =O
6) GP is kindof rocky but still decent =)
7) 5c12 Class Dinner was da bomb! <3 class =")))
8) My homework is decently on track now.. =)
9) Alicia got accepted by Curtin!!
Downs:
1) Econs test is SOO doomed..
2) My saturdays are so gone-ded
3) Li Wen is in some kind of screwed up mess and I can only sit there and watch it happen.. =(
4) PW... (Need I say more?)
5) Alicia is leaving... =(((( T.T
So technically, I should be more up than down, but seriously, I think the downs of 3 and 5 are seriously quite DOWN.. I'm definitely quite affected by them, especially 5.. =/ I'm totally gonna miss her presence and the weird MSN convos that we have... =/
But yet, I'm happy that she's been given a 2nd chance, I know she'll take full use of this opportunity and make us all proud of her! =)
I'm gonna MISS you 大姐.. =/
TOES!!!
8:19 PM - Tuesday, March 10, 2009
ALICIA HO I WANT A PHOTO OF
YOUR TOES!!!
HURRY UP AND SEND ME!!! XD
Things to do/things coming up:
1. Geography Singapore Land Authority Challenge
2. GP Test
3. Econs Test
4. ISAC EB meeting
5. ISAC formatting of comm papers meeting
6. ISAC CIP
7. CSC service learning conference
I'm super busy, Amanda, when I tell you I'm not free, I'm serious!! It's not my fault!!! =/ Dun stare at me like that... i.e like a killer!! XD
It hurts me too...
8:55 PM - Saturday, March 7, 2009
I know this is a super hard time for you... Its a hard time for me too... =/
When things go wrong, wrong with you, it hurts me too.. When I see you spiraling down into an abyss of self-despair and hurt, I share your pain, it pains me to see you like this. I want to pull you out, but I don't know how to. I feel so useless when all I can do is stand by and watch you fall further.. =(
Cos' you were always there for me, now I can't be there for you..
I hated it when you scolded yourself, when you said you were stupid, I wanted to scream at you, scold you for even thinking so.. But I couldn't.. I couldn't bring myself to scold you, you looked so lost, so unsure of yourself, I've never seen you like that before, it scared me somewhat.. =/
All I can do is to promise my never-ending support, just like how you were there for me when i needed you.. when you're at your lowest along this path of life, I'll carry you, once you've recovered, I'll walk beside you once more.
Please God, bring back the girl I know and love, she matters to me, she's the sister I never had, it hurts to see her like that.. I can't move on in life seeing her like this, I'm so used to leaning on her, without her, all thats left is the fear of flying.
BRING HER BACK PLEASE!!! =(